i cant really sleep still right awake at 2.44am .not much ppl online also everybody sleeping. she also sleep alr. i think =/ today... wake up went to nh hus again meet him den bus to parkway bk. eugene was alr there hmm den eat our lunch den met doreen in library . settle down at one place and started studying! nh got pangseh lorr , we 3 hearing songs with ear pieces but he dont hav hahas. hmm den after a while eugene nh went down to eat. den i and doreen do hmk . den we decide to go play bball. but that wushu coach dont allow say no ball games after 5pm . so we waited there. den after 5 we BOYS went in . doreen dont wanna play. die die dont want to play. den mj came also. we play like siao lorr. den later nh going home. but he left the ball with us so we continue. play one match with those ppl there. and that stupid china gay =X . hmm den we went to eat at library. =x hmmm den i and eugene went home . eugene bus 31 came. =.= den he say he call me on phone. den we talk talk talk talk a lot of things lorr. i damm hell wait for one bus 15 wait like siao . 45 mins waiting? damm.. saw like four bus 31 going past =.= . all bus pass lorr only 15 nv . idiot. i and eugene talk all the way home. den i reach home bout 930pm.
end of report. xD

BeN exams! die alr. =/
good luk ppl ! =)

hahas must write both days together.
28 August - cher's day are coming so we as a CLASS decided to sing miss nurul and mrs chan a song. More Than Words - Extreme. nice song anyway!(even though a bit retro xD ) hahas. but it was veri nice lorr. before maths period. miss oh nv come. damm shuang la! hahas. so we practice in class den miss nurul and mrs chan came down. den WE SANG! dam nice loveit! miss nurul cried. mrschan almost. cisilia cried also ( didnt expect alien will cry xD ) hahas.
i love SEC 2C !

29 August - happy teacher's day to all teachers i know xD . today went to sch, do that stupid ACES day workout. (stone there xD ) den after that went back to class for silent reading. but we didnt read. we cut cake! xD safuan make the cake. hahas. veri sweet thats what i heard . i nv eat also. xD den we take a big class photo ! xD (nh's hair almost got cut off by the fan ) hahas .

2 days of fun . xD .
exams are coming ppl, gd luk to all! xD
BeN

hahas must write both days together.
28 August - cher's day are coming so we as a CLASS decided to sing miss nurul and mrs chan a song. More Than Words - Extreme. nice song anyway!(even though a bit retro xD ) hahas. but it was veri nice lorr. before maths period. miss oh nv come. damm shuang la! hahas. so we practice in class den miss nurul and mrs chan came down. den WE SANG! dam nice loveit! miss nurul cried. mrschan almost. cisilia cried also ( didnt expect alien will cry xD ) hahas.
i love SEC 2C !

29 August - happy teacher's day to all teachers i know xD . today went to sch, do that stupid ACES day workout. (stone there xD ) den after that went back to class for silent reading. but we didnt read. we cut cake! xD safuan make the cake. hahas. veri sweet thats what i heard . i nv eat also. xD den we take a big class photo ! xD (nh's hair almost got cut off by the fan ) hahas .

2 days of fun . xD .
exams are coming ppl, gd luk to all! xD
BeN

today pe was boring history was more xD slack through till ce. history ce suks quite hard. nv study =X hahas chinese lesson was funny as usual den today was WJ bd. happy bd ! hahas i not so bad. =X we were playing flour! lalala. hahas jun hong 1st victim =X jy poured on him hahas. blahblahblah . running around the sch. knowing i will be the next target.=X i can see flour stucked on nh hair. hahas . hmm nh treat me and eugene bubble tea! hahas shuang! den slack home. fell asleep at 5 pm cause quite tired. sleep till 8 plus . my dad was like pulling me to wake up lorr. xD 2moro sci test. wed maths test . after holidays will soon be exam. sure stress wan lorr.
gd luk ppls.
bye. =)

BeN

ok updated. =X first day that i went back to sch . hmmm went to sch quite bored actually.. den was like slacking through the lessons. dont understand wth the maths and sci teacher talking bout. must read on my own. ZzzZ . den was like ENG lesson jy damm funny! xD he keep dee siao cisilia . laughing like mad ! xD it's damm funny can ! den HISTORY lesson ! same! jy eugene zh sat around me den we were like doing history hmk .=X jy still dee siao-ing her! damm funny! singing song to her . damm funny. den was maths yeahh bored dont understand. den play audi in class =X den was forced to film =X need to help them cause they help us also marhs bo bian! xD
hahas so film one scene dont want film alr. den we sat down talk talk talk talk talk talk talk talk talk talk till 5 plus ? hahas . den went home . saw my bro also xD . normal day.! 2moro CIP ! dont even feel like going but nv go will be much more worse. thinking of changing my cca. to softball? LOL . see how? maybe not changing also. my cca is slack enough anyway xD .

gd night ppl .
BeN
=)

16 august 2oo8. my father received call from the doctor that my grandfather have a heart failure and it is only depending on 3 chemicals to allow the heart to pump enough blood over the body. he may go anytime. 7am. my father asked me if i wan to go , i said yes. wake up from bed went to brush my teeth. ate a cake for breakfast and went off to the hospital. reach there. see my grandfather... den irene jie they all have alr. reached. den we sat outside vistitor lounge waiting.. jus wait...... 10am went for breakfast at the Kopitiam below. den we went up again . waited. den the doctor brief us on my grandfather's condition. doctor said that my grandfather is not responding to the therapy , and even surgeon .so we decided to let my grandfather go in ease. we decided to slowly take the machines out. one by one. letting the heart fail itself. after a while, we were all waiting. the 2 machines are removed. one for , the circulation of blood one for the , blood pressure. i saw with my own eyes, the heartbeat went to zero. i cried a lot. hugging my father.
i hope i can move on . 7am -- 6.50pm.

BeN -

came back home from sch at 4 plus. went to see my grandfather again. reach there. was the same emotion . crying . this time was worse than ytd. he lungs can function that it need the machines to help him in his breathing. ytd still have the mask and he still can breathe in himself. but today was so much different. i cried. went out of the ICU still crying. den i went in again after a while. and i talk to my grandfather. he can hear... i told him i came here to visit him. and i told him to get well soon . 4 out of 5 main organ not working. i really hope he can last . jus now my mum ask my bro if anythin happen at midnight , he wan to go ? he say 'yes'. but i wan to go too. I JUS AFRAID I CANT TAKE IT. my grandfather was still breathing. and one of my uncle ask what my grandfather left. so my father told what my grandfather gave . he gave only to me and my bro . my mum den was argue-ing in the car with my father. telling him he shouldnt say that. den they almost quarreled. but not really serious yet.
i willing to try my best to control myself.
i will. i promise.
BeN - ICU

jus came back from hospital. ... my grandfather got into ICU. i saw him .... he was like having difficulty breathing.my bro cried when he saw that. he went in the first time . and came out crying. i cried also . gu-ma they all came. irene jie cried also. veri sad thing. my father told me dont hold it wan to cry , cry it out. my father cried also i wonder how he can take it as he always comes alone to see my grandfather . i went into the ICU saw my grandfather. doctor and nurse was injecting some liquid into his body. it was so....... sad? or undescrible. saw my own grandfather in the ICU , all around his body was pipes. my heart really sank. my father also told me ppl come and go. you have to accept it . jus to cry out how i feel makes me feel much better.

BeN - accepting... the facts.
=)

today damm boring nothin much also. almost fall asleep during sci period. didnt even learn anythin in sci period.=.= damm stress up today . >.< hell bored. gonna go revise for 2moro's history test.
bye ppls.




BeN - BeN - BeN - BeN - BeN - BeN - nomood.

today was damm siianz lorr bored to death in sch. after sch we start filming den was fun again xD . damm fun la! hahas eugene got slapped. =P hahas . damm tired now. gonna sleep alr.

bb ppls.

BeN - bored.

hmm decide to post again today. yeahh today was fun xD . hmm i jus flip through the things. found that thing even though it was over.but it is a scar. i decide to just change myself. better in all ways. let everyone know. i wanna change a better side of me. =) hmm you may not understand but this is for myself =)

BeN - woohooo 2C rocks. fun and laughter all day .
xD

today was another filming day . den everyone meet at my hus at 10. nh 8 plus when i still sleeping call my phone!!! wake me up from my sleep.ZzZ . den after that went to Mac have their breakfast ( for me . breakfast/lunch) xD den we start deciding where to film and how to . cameraman(me =.= ) my hands were like shivering like siao lorr jus cant hold the camera properly. we took quite long at mac hahas damm long... den the part we love comes. xD
veron was suppose to splash water on nh face!!! hahas nh got splash 2 times the first time NG . but that was his fault afterall. xD den next one was better. den we went to playgroundS for some flashback scenes! and oh ya, DOREEN's idea : veron put her head on nh shoulder xD . but jianyu decide that nh put his arm over veron will be better. hahas. hmmm den we came back to my home. was damm hot outside can. ON 2 air-cons. xD den we start play true or dare & dare or dare. damm fun!!! laugh like siao!! some kissing part also hahas RA !!!!! LOL. i also feel like puking now. xD
also my blog is open to ppls. anyone can view this blog . but they also need to know the URL xD .
hmm DONT NEED TO LINK ME ALSO. xD

BeN - byeppls! xD

today damm fun went to sam's house. slack alr.
went down to play some bball but the court is like damm small la.
DEN we were playing around a pool den our first victim MR YEO QX was being pushed down to the water. den after that eugene and nh also went into the water den i also joined!
take off my top den go play hahas den after that JY n NH n EUGENE n JH n QX n ME was all in the water
hahas. playing. xD den go dry ourselves. den we bring things for the BBQ.
LOL hmm den the bbq damm fun actually the weather was not veri gd. den we were like taking umbrellas. den after that the rain got bigger.
but we got a damm big umbrella hahas.
took from the tables at the side. den we continue to bbq. den some not yet rdy.
but we ate it. den nh was like omg i got cancer alr. hahas. den nh ate quite a few.
so he got 150% of cancer. xD
den we decide to go to the jarguzii( LOL dont know la. xD ) it was warm water lai de.
den we were all inside . wahhhhh is like damm shuang can xD
den we play true or dare damm funny!!
hahas den we keep changing from cold water to hot water! hahas. den the last part we all jump into the water!!
xD damm funn . xD

great day! xD

BeN xD

National Day alr! xD hahas . this week in sch is like so damm slacking xD . miss nurul nv come from mon to wed. mr jhee nv come on thurs. damm shuang can! xD den later ytd was national day celebration( spelt this way ? ) =P . den jy go up sing LOL was playing behind the choir , den eugene they all standing in the centre hahas. fun xD

LONG week. but fun actually. xD
bye ppls. xD

BeN
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