came back home from sch at 4 plus. went to see my grandfather again. reach there. was the same emotion . crying . this time was worse than ytd. he lungs can function that it need the machines to help him in his breathing. ytd still have the mask and he still can breathe in himself. but today was so much different. i cried. went out of the ICU still crying. den i went in again after a while. and i talk to my grandfather. he can hear... i told him i came here to visit him. and i told him to get well soon . 4 out of 5 main organ not working. i really hope he can last . jus now my mum ask my bro if anythin happen at midnight , he wan to go ? he say 'yes'. but i wan to go too. I JUS AFRAID I CANT TAKE IT. my grandfather was still breathing. and one of my uncle ask what my grandfather left. so my father told what my grandfather gave . he gave only to me and my bro . my mum den was argue-ing in the car with my father. telling him he shouldnt say that. den they almost quarreled. but not really serious yet.
i willing to try my best to control myself.
i will. i promise.
BeN - ICU

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