i knoe i didnt update my blog for veri long but this time is a sad post . i didnt expect all of it to happen , after reading her blog hurts me more . i wish they didnt hav those thoughts , we wont hav those problems . i really hope . she didnt change and everythin like she wrote in her blog . i jus want her now . they say she change , to me she didnt . maybe i can only see if i were in their shoes but does anyone knoe how she feel ? does anyone put himself or herself in her shoes? if you were a girl being commented like that , what will you do? seriously i dont knoe what can i help . i can only be by her side thats all . i cant do anymore . i cried . talk to her on the phone for a while . really hope that shes alright . to my darling , i will always be there for you . i love you