today sch as usual ytd was our anni and den today something happen . totally my fault. jus seem like something happen den i blog. not really . fucking stupid me . after remedial went to play bball ALONE. go out to the gym , went to indoor sports hall to play badminton with jh. and i shouldnt have pass the phone to jy . i should take it back . but jy gave her. totally cant express my feelings right now . she is not sms-ing me right now .my damm fucking brain .i didnt pei her at all . today totally jus feel so fcuked up about myself. no mood at all . have to do my hmk which i fucking dont feel like doing . IF i still have the phone , i would alr rush to go find her at the study corner . but i dont have. i blame myself and i truly should . and it hurts me so badly . trying to give you the best i can but i didnt . sorry doesnt work . it is jus a word. i felt guilty enough . she sms me in a very angry manner. i have nothin to say and i should reflect what she say. not sure if i can still have the chance to pei her 2moro . i dont knoe . no clue at all .

ben .

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